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I’ve always believed that our past shapes who we are, but for a long time, I tried to outrun mine until my feet got too heavy to carry me. Today, I’m taking the first step to stop running and start facing that past. This blog is my space to unpack my story—my childhood, my trauma, and the journey of healing that I am still struggling to find. My hope is that by sharing these pieces of myself, I can connect with others who may feel alone in their own stories and start putting together the pieces of myself that I’ve lost along the way.

Growing up, I learned early that life wasn’t always fair or what it seemed. The experiences of my childhood left me with scars—some visible, some not. Trauma doesn’t just disappear; it disguises itself well. I spent years carrying it with me, trying to figure out how to move forward without letting it control me—and what a lost battle that was. This blog will explore those moments, the pain, the growth, and the lessons I am still learning along the way.

Healing isn’t straightforward. It’s messy, complicated, and sometimes feels impossible. But I’ve learned that it’s also necessary. I’m not an expert; I’m still learning as I go. And if you’re reading this, maybe you are too. I hope we can walk this path together.

I don’t have all the answers, but I believe that sharing our stories can help us find them. If you’re here because you’ve been through something similar, or even if you’re just curious, I invite you to join me on this journey. Feel free to share your thoughts, your own story, or just say hello. We’re all in this together.

This is just the beginning. There’s so much more to say, to explore, and to understand. Writing this post is scary, but it’s also freeing. I’m ready to start this journey—and I’m glad you’re here with me.

24 comments

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    It was truly informative. Your website is very helpful.
    Thank you for sharing!

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judythabethe@gmail.com

Welcome to my journey of healing and growth. My name is Awakened Praise, a combination of both my name and surname which carry a very strong meaning which I hope to live up to one day, and I’ve spent years confronting the shadows of my past, wrestling with trauma, depression, and the weight of experiences I once felt I couldn’t escape. This space is where I unpack the layers of those struggles and share the lessons I’ve learned along the way. I’ve walked through the darkest days, battled inner demons, and learned that outrunning trauma isn’t about escape—it’s about confronting it, learning from it, and growing stronger. Here, I talk openly about mental health, personal growth, and the winding road of recovery. My hope is that by sharing my story, I can help others feel less alone and more empowered to face their own battles. Let’s journey together toward healing, resilience, and reclaiming the light on the other side of the storm.

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